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well...I'm not normal? XD [Aug. 26th, 2007|10:05 pm]
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DisorderRating
Paranoid:Low
Schizoid:Moderate
Schizotypal:High
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Low
Histrionic:Low
Narcissistic:Low
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:Low

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Some one has it out for me .......CRAP! [Jun. 3rd, 2007|06:42 pm]
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[Current Mood |nervousnervous]
[Current Music |Max 300 Super-max-me Mix]

GAH!
So....much....stuff to do with such little time to do it!
School ends in 2 weeks, and art wise, I feel as if I've accomplished nothing when it comes to growing in skill and experience level Xx Ah well, it was a good year at least, just have to try harder next year.
Speaking of art, my heads gonna blow from that too......I have literally, over a dozen pictures I owe to people, and I'm starting them monday.
Though while these past few weeks have been ok, I've gotten some disturbing messages from someone....for some weird reason, has it out for me and is seeking revenge on me. No, this isn't a joke, nor something that I am taking lightly either...it's just really concerning, because this person use to be a friend of mine. I haven't heard from them in almost 2 years, and when I called them up, things went *whistles....boom* as they told me how they have this big plan to seek revenge on some people, and I'm on the list... I have one thing to say to this, and one thing only...W.T.F.!!!!
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(no subject) [Mar. 6th, 2007|05:27 am]
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Hey all...
Before I go any further, I just wanted to let you know that this isn't going to be like any other journal I've written. This one is going to be filled with a lot of emotional things, so those of you who don't want to read, please click the back button on your browser and continue on.
Lately I've been in a rather emotional state, namely about 2 days ago. Up and down mood swings, memories flashing back like a sped up light show, having a panic attack and not knowing what the heck was happening to me....it's all been really confusing.
I mean....there's just so much I wish I could right down to get all of this out, but that'd take forever to do. I just need someone to talk to that'll really listen to me.
I talk to my dog a lot too because she listens, and I love her a lot.
But for the past few days, I've been remembering my best friend whom I lost to cancer 5 1/2 years ago....remembering how we played together ran around the house, rolled around on the floor, slept with each other *begins to tear up* oh gosh...

And....I remember how much he loved me....from the times I was born, to the day he died...he literally saved my life *begins to cry softly*
But as I got older and he did too....I realize that.....that I really didn't pay much as much attention to him as I should have...until he got sick *pauses and takes a deep breath, holding back his tears*
He made me realize how valuable life really is, and how....we should never take life for granted.
I remember the last time I saw him before he passed...I was hugging him, and he was so weak.. and I wondered why god would do such a thing to someone so innocent, so loving, and so..perfect *sniffs* and cause them to die such a painful and slow death...
But when they were about to take him away, he used the last of his strength to look up at me, whip his head around and give me one final lick goodbye...that's when I said I'd see him tomorrow...
When they took him down that long hallway. I began to cry, and ran after them, but the doctors held me back, while I yelled "I loved you" *tears up more, a few small tears rolling down his cheek* I will never forget that moment. I will NEVER forget him...I just wish it didn't have to end like this...
But unfortunately tomorrow never came, and he had to be uthinized....
Hermangiosarcoma is a dirty thing, and it took the life of the best friend I ever had in my life...it's a blood cancer that spreads throughout the body, lowering the white bloodcell count...
And when he had the blood tumor on his shoulder, I was amazed at how strong he was....going through keemo therapy...going back and forth to the hospital, getting IV's in him.
He was so strong.....I just miss him

So let this be a lesson to all of you...never take a friendship for granted! EVER! Life is valuable, and should not be messed with, and so is friendship...because if you don't take advantage of the time you have now...when they're gone, you'll realize what could've been...after it over.

Thanks for your time
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this thing is so off [Mar. 4th, 2007|09:53 am]
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[Current Mood |artistic]
[Current Music |Seize the Day]

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Sex22%
Substances0%
Travel12%

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Back from the dark depths of....homework! [Feb. 21st, 2007|05:06 pm]
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[Current Mood |accomplished]
[Current Music |Nights in White Satin]

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the bewitching and sexually ambiguous one that no one knows anything abouttaorenyg
the scarysmart one, eerily calm even in the midst of chaosgirlcalledpanda
the tiny, seemingly-delicate one with a deadly temper and awesome strengthtkc2021
the pale, quiet one who turns out to be really, really scarytaorenyg
the sexy, smirking anti-villain who joins your side at the last momenttkc2021
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Sorry for the loooooong pause [Jul. 16th, 2006|11:42 am]
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Hey all, sorry for such a long pause in entries...*yeah nearly a month!* I've been ultra busy with my job, art and actually making a demo album! *laughs*
But I'm still alive! I've had a few ups and downs these past few weeks including a blow up church at a jerk. 5 years of stuff, uncorked all at once...*shudders* but thankfully it's all out.
I miss my friends from school a lot though. But I saw 2 on thursday. We ran into each other at the mall, played DDR for awhile, and they invited my dad and I to eat with them at the food court.

About the art. For those of you who know that I'm getting into oils...I'll have a suprise the first day of artclass for you. *winks* All I can say, the painting is HUGE :o...mainly for the governors school portfolio, and YES it's realism. *some people just can't accept animation as art, ya know -.-;?

Well, I gotta scoot and take care of a few things,
seeya
DM
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Graduation's over! [Jun. 16th, 2006|10:31 pm]
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[Current Mood |excitedexcited]

Yes all! After surviving this year which went by so fast, and getting more hugs in one place than I've gotten before, it's all over.
So many tears shed, so many cheers heard, so many hats seen flying, and SO MANY FLASHES! I was asked to have my photo taken with seniors almost everytime I ran into someone I knew!
I was even invited to an after-grad party too <3 I've become so attached to people in choir this year, because I've sung in EACH section at least once in one way or another this year!
Oh god *starts to tear up* I promised myself I'd not cry. I can't help it. These people made me feel like I'm someone to be happy for. It's really complicated.

But congrats Woodbridge Class of 06! You're now alumni!
Oh man! Next year I'm going to be balling since the friends whome I met last year as a freshman and who taught me well, are going to be leaving!!!! But this upcoming year will be the best!
We're doing so many performances, All-county *I'm going to be the first guy to sing alto in the SATB choir I KNOW it!* , All-district, Disneyworld for nationals, then more stuff! And I might go to anthro-con too!

Well, I'm off. This little echidna has earned his sleep. I've been singing and screaming and cry and hugging for hours, and I'm tired.
Night all.

sighned,
DM
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First timer ^^; [May. 30th, 2006|04:51 pm]
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wow...um, It's been awhile since I've had a Live journal...so bare with me ok?
Been reeeeeally busy , and it's only the first day of the school week!
I had to DANCE for 2 hours at choir practice after school to get ready for the shows friday night and saturday night... along with other stuff... But enough about the business *laughs*

Things are going good aside all that really. My friend heather, drew me a pic of DM for my birthday, and gave it to me today when she and the other AP Euro kids came back from the field trip.
I turned pink because I was happy, and embarrased XD
She did a REALLY good job though
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